Nils stool can be purchased at IKEA. If in stock.

A reality check.

A turn of events.

Some more solid boxes in my career bagua.

And a beautiful plant holder for my Sweetheart.

A desire to change.

A desire to change others.

But remembering that I can't.

A stronger desire to change.

A vow to be kinder to myself,

...and in turn to everyone else.

A desire for horseback riding

Gymnastics

Parkour

Travel

Romance.

'Fleeting Romances'

Clothes-tearing-ly passionate trips to Italy and Greece...

Clothes-tearing passion, in general...

Sex.

Love.

Learning-

Feeling!

the difference between the two...

The beginning of a new cycle...

Last time I was here,

I learnt that my parents weren't always right.

I realized the difference between 'fat' and 'skinny'.

I began to realize I wanted to perform.

I had just moved to Canada from London.

I found out that love comes in many forms,

-including the male one.

Had my final heart surgery.

I began to be physical in order to be thin.

I fell in love with music.

Bought my first CD.

Pretty sure it was Awesome 4 or 5...

A compilation of 'the best music of the year'

Including this one:

Or was it the 'Aladdin' Soundtrack...?

Favorite song:

(also favorite Disney character)

And that cycle is starting all over again...

London...

Parents...

Career...

Men...

Hm...

Can't we just love each other?

For now?

For right now?

No strings attached?

No promise for marriage,

No promise for forever,

-No promises.

Period.

?

I'd like that...

We can just holiday together.

Meet up in Kreuzberg?

End up in Crete?

Be crazy for 2 weeks?

No...

1 week..? (too short...)

...

10 days?

Yeah.

10 days.

turn off our phones...

buy a camera..?

And we can just make everything from Kreuzberg

to Crete

and anything in between...

well... we can just make it perfect...

You game?

Me?

Yes a hundred times!

I'm game.

Thanks for the music, Dexter!